I Have Stuff to Say...Yay

It's 1:17 AM.

And I'm blogging. Oh well, I can't help it I suppose. When you gotta blog, you gotta blog.

There are a lot of things I wish I could say...and there are just two people that I want to say them to.

Person 1: I get it now. I'll leave you alone.

Person 2: I wish that things could be ok between us, but sometimes things aren't.

Now that you're all hooked in because there are secrets involved...guess what.

I'm probably not going to tell either of those persons those things.

It's not necessary, and I must be discerning and understand that sometimes trying to say something can do more harm than good. I made them intentionally vague, so I could still write this blog. So unless you are one of said persons and just happen to be good with vagueness, you won't figure out who they are.

But then, what do I do when I desperately want to say those things, and they are going to explode inside me if I don't do something??

I have a cool privilege. I can take them to God.

And we can talk it out, and He will understand. Understand why I want to say them, why they can't be said, and what to say instead.

If I say anything at all...

That is one of the coolest things about having a God that loves me. He's interested in all my little problems, and they don't ever weigh Him down.

He's God. He can handle it. He wants to handle it.

So I can keep my big I-mess-stuff-up-by-talking-when-I-shouldn't-mouth shut, and pray for those people to be healthy, happy, and know that they are worthy to be loved. Cause they are, and I do want the best for them, and everyone I know.

So, in conclusion, if you have problems, I recommend taking them to God.

Even the little lame ones.

He can handle them...heck, He just wants to talk to you.

I'm gonna go take my own advice.

Oh, and if you see Person 1 or Person 2 around, tell them that they are loved.